➵ Today, I bring you food on film because I desperately need to see vibrant colors. As excited as I am by black and white these days, I need color in my life, especially right now after seeing so much rain and not getting a job I really wanted (which will also lead to not getting a medium format camera I was going to get next month).
1 & 2 : Canon 1N // Portra 400
3 : Canon 1N // Fuji 160S
➵ Lately, I've realized that more often than not, I don't pick up my camera when I'm with people. I bring it but don't take it out of my bag. I feel uncomfortable changing the atmosphere by pointing it at other people. I know I shouldn't and that I should learn to accept it and have others accept the camera as a fact, too. This is something I need to work on. I also need to learn how to say, I'm Anne and I'm a photographer. I am not a great photographer by any means, but I'm a photographer. I have a lot to learn but most of the people whose work I admire started getting paid jobs when they weren't very good and learned by doing it. All of this to say that I often don't take photos during meals even though I love food photography. This needs to change.